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Hi all, its been a long few days but I've made it through.... I think my brain is starting to work again..... I have been little emotional b*tch over the last few days... I've been trying to get my sprint phone back on. Yay! yea I know you work at sprint but you don't have a phone (gonna cost me like 750$ but I guess I need to start communicating with the world again.... Well I called to see if I had to play a deposit and they kept transferring me to the exact menu that i had been on when I was sent to that rep... it was just a big circle.... all I needed to know was an yes or now answer...... by the time it was all over I was so frustrated I just about cried ( I prolly would have but Billy was working and he would have made fun of me......)
Today started out on a good note though.. I woke up and went down stairs and Christy had put the new issue of Intake (its the yuppie version of Neuvo) on the table... I looked down and saw one of my friends (Ryan Checkeye) on the cover...... It was pretty awesome... Ryan looks some mix between a mad man/sea captain/mountain man... and that just what he looks like on a daily basis.....: ) If you see this issue hes the guy in the center on the ground with what looks like a heiniken in his hand.... he really is one in a million... I need to get in touch with him again. Speaking of old friends I got intouch with Justin (one of my close friends I grew up with) a few days back so hopefully we can get together some time....... Its kind of odd I have been getting back in touch with a lot of my friends..... don't remember if I mention did but I've gotten back in touch with Shannon and Bethann my two best and oldest friends.... so things are going pretty well ....... I'm just glad I shook the depression... its been gone awhile... its the lack of motivation thats been killing me...lol
I'm seriously thinking of changing my therapist.... hes a nice guy and all but I don't think were on the same page.... I have few leads so I'm going to see if I can get an appointment on Wednesday... Hope it turns out ok... this will be my third therapist.. The first one I loved but Carrie hated... this one I don't really agree with his method on hormone regimens .... didn't even have bloodwork done on me.... not to mention I always get so embarrassed talking to him that I never end up talking about what I want to I kinda blather on about odd stuff..... I might ask around at the meeting tonight.... (There's an IXE meeting tonight) they're nice people but I don't make it very often so I'm sort of a well known outsider..... better than a wall flower I guess.
Well Thats all the big stuff so Imma get going. Hope everyones well : )
Today started out on a good note though.. I woke up and went down stairs and Christy had put the new issue of Intake (its the yuppie version of Neuvo) on the table... I looked down and saw one of my friends (Ryan Checkeye) on the cover...... It was pretty awesome... Ryan looks some mix between a mad man/sea captain/mountain man... and that just what he looks like on a daily basis.....: ) If you see this issue hes the guy in the center on the ground with what looks like a heiniken in his hand.... he really is one in a million... I need to get in touch with him again. Speaking of old friends I got intouch with Justin (one of my close friends I grew up with) a few days back so hopefully we can get together some time....... Its kind of odd I have been getting back in touch with a lot of my friends..... don't remember if I mention did but I've gotten back in touch with Shannon and Bethann my two best and oldest friends.... so things are going pretty well ....... I'm just glad I shook the depression... its been gone awhile... its the lack of motivation thats been killing me...lol
I'm seriously thinking of changing my therapist.... hes a nice guy and all but I don't think were on the same page.... I have few leads so I'm going to see if I can get an appointment on Wednesday... Hope it turns out ok... this will be my third therapist.. The first one I loved but Carrie hated... this one I don't really agree with his method on hormone regimens .... didn't even have bloodwork done on me.... not to mention I always get so embarrassed talking to him that I never end up talking about what I want to I kinda blather on about odd stuff..... I might ask around at the meeting tonight.... (There's an IXE meeting tonight) they're nice people but I don't make it very often so I'm sort of a well known outsider..... better than a wall flower I guess.
Well Thats all the big stuff so Imma get going. Hope everyones well : )
posted by rosebride @ 7:04 PM
2 Comments:
At 2:28 PM,
Colleen said…
What a hassle on the phones! UGH!
Also did you get any word back on the therapist recommendations? Hope the IXE meeting went ok. Are those decent meetings? Do they cost anything?
At 6:55 AM,
rosebride said…
they're like 5$. There are a lot of nice people there. I'm one of teh younger set but we all get along. If your interested in checking it out let me know. k?: ) When I went to the meeting I asked around and a lot of people said Michele O'mara was pretty good So I'll prolly give her a try.
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